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Bi-Gender M2F hopeless romantic seeking princess
A giant journey begins with the first step, a loving heart, and a deep breath.
For most of my life I have been outside of the looking glass looking in, all the while dealing with an issue that permeated my soul casting a dark cloud. My daemon consumed my thoughts tossing around like a circle in a spiral never ending or beginning. I knew that I was a girl, so I thought. Seasons flowed with the sadness and resentment building inside. All that came to a head in 1996, when I reached out telling the first person, a pen pal. I still kept my secret from all, but the process started.
With help on my other big issue I reached out and met a special someone in June 2001. She guessed my secret and I admitted to it. She was okay with it. For the first time, I felt alive and happy. I got introduced to operas, ballets, and musicals. I found a piece of me that I did not know existed. Even photography had new meaning. For the briefest of time I transported ever so briefly to the Land of Oz and saw color, but the secrets we keep are nuclear.
In 2005 I found out that she secretly told part of my family. In that horrific moment a lifetime of fear lifted. I was free at last. I found out that I am a male with a strong female side. I knew then that the two voices in my soul were beautiful angels dancing intertwining in a never ending dance stretching up to the heavens. I became one and well adjusted. I reflected, came out across the board, and dealt with childhood issues. I found passion for taking care of plants and worked hard at work.
Tears still flow; battle continues, but this time I fight with a light shining from the inside. I am a Hungarian American bi-gender male and proud. I will find my real wife and we shall build a life together. There will be a third voice dancing then becoming my diamond added to the sparkling gold necklace of my life. The hills will be alive with the sound of music once more giving birth to a choir. See unifiedgirl.com
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